Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Life Is Full Of Uncertanties

There are so many things that fills my head right now that i feel like it's way too overloaded and that it's gonna explode any minute. School, personal problems, friends, relationships, money, family.

Well, let's start off with school. School had been bittersweet for me. The modules that i'm taking this semester are tough especially Arts Marketing and Scenic and Costume Design. Arts Marketing requires us to think critically and strategically. It also requires us to research and read up so as to keep up with the lesson. Scenic and Costume Design is a challenge for me because i am NOT an artistic person who is creative and innovative. I can't visualize and i can't draw (well, i can draw a little but i take a very long time to generate and confirm my ideas).

The modules that i am taking this year are more to theory which means it requires us to read, read, research and read, and this makes me feel sick and tired of reading. Assignments are piling up, standards and expectations getting higher, RJ's getting tougher (with word limit of minimum 300 words) , new rules reinforced for UTs (no referring to notes in laptop and no using of digital dictionaries such as Encarta) and lastly, we HAVE to start working on our PORTFOLIO DEVELOPMENT.

There are so many things to do but so little time.

Let's move on to Friends. I feel so blessed to have amazing, caring and AWESOME friends. I have to admit that i miss Pauline! I miss our crazy times in class. We're no longer that close now since we're in different class. Well, i've expected this to happen anyways.

I just love my friends. They always make me smile and they brings out the best in me especially my BEST FRIENDS and my one and only MPIC.


6 years of friendship and still counting.

My best friend whom i love so much! Friends since 13 years old (7 years of friendship and counting on). We share the same taste in music and we have so many things in common, that's why we're best of friends!
I miss you Syakiller!
My one and only MPIC in the whole wide world. He always shares new bands with me and he ALWAYS have his means and ways to cheer me up and make me laugh out loud! haha!
I miss you Pauline! :(

Moving on to family. There's a 'war' going on between my mum and her sister (my aunt) now.It's been going on for about a month now. I really hate family disputes but this can't be help because both have their egos. 1 is too domineering and selfish while the other is a little too petty and sensitive. I can't wait for this 'war' to end. I want my happy family back.

Recently, i am starting to appreciate and love my parents more. I don't know what cause the sudden change but maybe because i'm growing older and i'm beginning to think much more maturely. Recently, my parents organized a birthday party for my sister and i. They were willing to spend so much on the birthday party. Well, this explains why i love them so much.

1 of the best birthday ever!