After watching 'If You Really Knew Me', i figure that i should be honest here
since this is my blog anyway. Alright i should do the same
like in the reality television series.
I shall begin with
"If You Really Knew Me..."
If You Really Knew Me,
i am the girl who enjoys hanging out and spending time with my loved ones (family and friends).
I am the girl who loves doing the things i love. I am the girl who loves cracking jokes
and making my friends laugh. I am the girl who loves making new friends and socializing with people.
However, there is 1 problem that usually stops me from showing and expressing who i really am. That 1 problem is my self-esteem and confidence. I have really low self - esteem especially when meeting new people. My low self-esteem is caused by my appearance issue.
I am overweight. I don't have a nice and perfect body like other girls. I don't have long legs. I have flabby arms. I am not as pretty as other girls.
I am just afraid of being judged and criticized by others. I am very sensitive when comes to appearance. My self-esteem level will drop drastically the moment someone labels me fat and call me names just because of my appearance.
At times i even feel like i don't fit in with my best friends. They are all normal like other people while here i am the only one, fat and overweight.
*OMG tears are rolling down my cheeks as i am typing this*
My best friends always looks good in whatever they wear.
I want to look as good as them too.
Yes, i am known as the boring girl. The girl who always wear dark and black clothes; top and bottom. Wanna know the reason why?
It's because it's the only colour i feel comfortable in.
I envy girls who can fit and wear anything they want.
They can just get anything they want / love out of the shelf /rack
because they can get their sizes easily.
Okay. I guess i should stop here.
I should accept me for who i am.
I should love myself and i need to learn to accept my imperfections and flaws
because that's what makes me unique. :)
since this is my blog anyway. Alright i should do the same
like in the reality television series.
I shall begin with
"If You Really Knew Me..."
If You Really Knew Me,
i am the girl who enjoys hanging out and spending time with my loved ones (family and friends).
I am the girl who loves doing the things i love. I am the girl who loves cracking jokes
and making my friends laugh. I am the girl who loves making new friends and socializing with people.
However, there is 1 problem that usually stops me from showing and expressing who i really am. That 1 problem is my self-esteem and confidence. I have really low self - esteem especially when meeting new people. My low self-esteem is caused by my appearance issue.
I am overweight. I don't have a nice and perfect body like other girls. I don't have long legs. I have flabby arms. I am not as pretty as other girls.
I am just afraid of being judged and criticized by others. I am very sensitive when comes to appearance. My self-esteem level will drop drastically the moment someone labels me fat and call me names just because of my appearance.
At times i even feel like i don't fit in with my best friends. They are all normal like other people while here i am the only one, fat and overweight.
*OMG tears are rolling down my cheeks as i am typing this*
My best friends always looks good in whatever they wear.
I want to look as good as them too.
Yes, i am known as the boring girl. The girl who always wear dark and black clothes; top and bottom. Wanna know the reason why?
It's because it's the only colour i feel comfortable in.
I envy girls who can fit and wear anything they want.
They can just get anything they want / love out of the shelf /rack
because they can get their sizes easily.
Okay. I guess i should stop here.
I should accept me for who i am.
I should love myself and i need to learn to accept my imperfections and flaws
because that's what makes me unique. :)
